"Whenever you remember times gone by... remember how we held our heads so high, when all this world was there for us, and we believed that we could touch the sky..." -Carrie Underwood
No stunts dropped. Sharp. Energetic. ALL TUMBLING WAS PERFECTLY TIMED to the millisecond. And we completely owned. Sweet Home dropped 2 (we watched it again) stunts, and lost all their energy at the end, overall... not their best performance. So, this was ridiculous. We totally had that first place. No way we should have had the outcome that we did.
3RD FREAKING PLACE.
Trojans-2nd. Sweet Home... 1st. Wow. Seriously? They didn't deduct points for the dropped stunts. It's pretty freaking obvious that they dropped a stunt! Mark them DOWN. What. The. Heck. So, when I heard that...I just broke down and started crying. All that hard work... for 3rd place?! I dont think so. But, what's done is done and thank god for my support system and Alina for making me laugh no matter what. It just seemed like a total bummer. But I think we all know who the real winners should have been. Us. No doubt. And once I get the videos up on my myspace... I'll prove it. We're so much cleaner and energetic and no doubt all around better. So
I've decided to not let it affect me.
I know we deserve it.
So now, the only thing to get all teary-eyed about is the end of the season. I've grown so close to these girls that it's sad. Even my flier. :) God love her, but she's given me plenty of head aches. (and 6 stitches!) It's sad. To know that next year, we're no longer going to be an actual team. It makes my heart ache. And I know that at our awards party on the 15th... I'm going to bawl. And if leaving isn't enough I'm going to sing "Whenever You Remember" By Carrie Underwood for them. It seemed fitting. Ever since I sang for the Talent Show at camp they've all wanted me to sing, so I thought "What better a time?" That'll get em. I bet I'll even get Kat and Kelsey to cry. Speaking of. They're probably the ones I'll cry most about. You see, they're the ones who really made me grow. As a person. As an athlete. In everything. And I'm going to miss them so much. They seriously have no idea how much it's going to hurt watching them leave and our team split. Ugh. My heart hurts just thinking about it. I've cried enough for one day. Well.. it's after my set time. Better get to "bed".
God. I feel so mixed. And different than I've ever felt before.
I don't quite know what I need.
Or what I feel.
Maybe a good night's sleep will clear my head of this clutter of thoughts and emotions.
Night.
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